Ok! The truth is I have NO idea what I am doing.. So I figured I should get over my fear and get started. What to write about? I have NO idea about that either; and I'm questioning why anyone would want to read about my life and inner thoughts anyway. Most of the time I'd like to turn my inner thoughts OFF! What a relief that would be.
Worry - just flip the switch to off; Fear - flip the switch to off; Anger, Guilt, Shame - off, off, off. Can't do that though, because I've learned that if I turn those off then I also turn off Love and Joy, Peace and Gratitude. And I DEFINITELY want to feel that. All of it. Let it embrace me, tickle me, overwhelm me.
So I'll write. Even when I don't know what I'm doing.
And I'll feel. Even when I don't like what I'm feeling.
And I'll dive into my inner thoughts. Even when they are scary and dark.
And when they are not; I'll sing, and dance and twirl around and be grateful.
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THAT, my dear, was a beautiful start.
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